My OLD SCRAPBOOK-DIARY-whateveritwascalledbefore thingy.
I was going through my cupboards, trying to sort out whatever I can in preparation of moving into the new home when I found it. Needless to say, my packing was forgotten after that while I flopped onto bed to flip through it.
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Gawd, will you just look at that!
What was I thinking?
You know, I had short boy cropped hair since I was born and now that I'm looking at it, I realise that I'm ugly. I WAS ugly, anyways...haha....now I think I'm gorgeous, although I still don't like my hairstyle but I'm soooo much more beautiful than I was before.
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Shit, so you mean all these while growing up, here I thought I was so good-looking when I was just an ugly piece of shit. Can you imagine? A piece of shit who thinks it was pretty. An ugly piece of shit with horror teeth and bad hair who thinks it was pretty.
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No wonder my childhood was so weird.
Now I know why. It was all because of my stupid hair!
The stupid hair made me look ugly, and because of that I craved for attention and because of that I did all sorts of dumb things to get the attention and therefore, weird childhood.
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My mother lah. Dunno how to bring me for a proper haircut.
Sheesh...all her fault.
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Oh, yes, I used to absolutely ADOREEEEEEEEEE Leon Lai.
Why, I dunno, and I still can't answer that.
Maybe because he has the height...or the charming pretty boy looks...or the weird ear...hahaha!
.i wanted to be a fashion designer once upon a time
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the first time CuzRoy and I took a train to Penang
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proof of purchase of my first pair of versace jeans
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SisSarah and CuzSandra waaaaaaaay back when they were small mites
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the first dinner & show i attended with SisJodie and she paid for my bitter lemon
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And then, I saw this.
And memories upon memories just came flooding back and hitting me so hard in the head I started having a headache.
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Peter Lim...
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Chong Voon Hock....
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Sherman Ong....
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Oh yes, love is OH-SO-DEFINITELY blind!