Freaking Out

Something happened last night that got me thinking.

Real hard.

And it sucks.

Cos when I start thinking about things like that, I get extremely paranoid.

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I'm not what you would call the most fortunate person on earth.

Anything bad that happens to someone, there's a high percentage that it will happen to me as well.

I'm not cursing myself.

I'm just saying that I'm always careful and never take things for granted.

And I'm prone to mishaps befalling me.

And I never know if it will happen to me.

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But things that get me thinking, gets me extra worried.

And when I'm worried, I start freaking out.

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What happened?

I know this person.

And her baby's due date is this week.

She lost her baby last week.

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So tell me.

How can I NOT freak out?