Fail

Seriously, only mothers out there will understand that staying home to be a full-time mom HAS GOT TO BE the toughest job on the planet!

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Shit.

I NEVER in my life expected my life to be like that. If I'd known, I'd have waited a little longer before ever deciding to have a baby.

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Babies are not easy to deal with.

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It's not the pooping or the feeding or the rocking to sleep or anything.

It's the CRYING!

Gosh!

And especially when they cry for no reason at all!

Or at least I don't think there's a reason for them to cry.

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Diapers cleaned. Checked.

Hunger satiated. Checked.

Room temp just nice. Checked.

Baby's temp. Checked.

Tummy nice and soft. Checked.

Sleepiness. Checked.

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Then WHY THE HELL ARE YOU STILL CRYING???!!!

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I could cry with you.

Because I really don't know what you want.

And I've tried my best to comfort you in all ways possible.

And the worse thing is for a mother not to know what her child wants and to fail in comforting her child.

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I'm a failure.