I cannot live like that lah

O.M.G!!!!

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Remember how just in my last post I mentioned that this Christmas is gonna be the best Christmas ever???

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NOT!!!!

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*sniff*sniff*

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Renée is down with a slight virul infection and is going through slight purging, so I have to change my diet for a bit until she's ok. Meaning...

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No spicy food!

No fried oily stuff!

No alcohol!

No dairy products!

cos I'm breastfeeding mah...

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When the doc told me about this over the phone earlier, I was so cool and okay with it cos it didn't sink in yet. I didn't realize it yet.

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And then later, when I was on the phone with FattyHubby telling him about it (gosh, I can't believe I'm crying as I'm writing this now), it sunk in.

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NO DAIRY PRODUCTS!!!

Which means that I cannot have cupcakes!!!!

And I ordered 50 cupcakes from Naj-Cupcakes.blogspot.com for Christmas because they are so absolutely yummy and have been looking forward to eating them....and now....I can't!

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NAD!!! Do you use butter in your cupcakes???

Because if you do, DON'T!!!!

Then I won't be able to eat.

Then I'll have to stare at everyone else eating your delicious cuppacakes and not be able to touch any.

And on CHRISTMAS DAY TOO!!!!

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How am I suppose to stay away from those cupcakes???!!!

I can't I can't I can't!!!

I'll die.

I'll just crumble down and die.

On.The.Spot.

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No cupcakes?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO............

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My world is falling apart.

It's crumbling down now around me.

And I can see cupcakes everywhere.

Taunting me. Teasing me.

But not coming anywhere near me.

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*sniff*sniff*sniff*

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I can't write anymore....
My tears are blurring my visuals.

I know I damn drama.

But that's because you're not the one that has to abstain from cupcakes, okay!

So gimme a break!

And let me wail as much as I want to about my cupcakes!!!